back to my SHIOK life ^^

my finacial status has been recovered hehehehehehe
i can buy ALL SORTS of things i wanted
eat ALL SORTS of food i wanted
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
gong xi gong xi gong xi

kkkkk,today i went to work at panpac hotel woooo!
i learnt more about wineeeeeee
tasted lots of wineee
from moscato to chardonnay from chardonnay to dessert wine from dessert wine to merlot
wowwwwwwwww
NO KICK^^
i personally like moscato wine
it's freaking naise
sweet sweet me like

and and and again!
TODAY I EAT LIKE THERE'S NO TML
godddddd,eat and eat and eat
but the popcorns at citylink it's freaking tasty
me like
i will go back and buy it again hehehehehehehehe

last thing i wanna say is....
OMGGGGGGGGG
i have been seeing my ex bf and his gf twice in a row
yesterday and today
both epic moments that cannot be avoided
straight in the face
but well,they are freaking dao
DISLIKE
they should learn to be more friendly like me wooooooooooooo

everytime also FAIL

I miss those cinnamon melt nightsssss

when you eat dessert with someone you like,I TELL YOU
you are gonna die 10 days earlierrrr mannnnnn

don't know why?!?!
USE YOUR BRAIN TO THINK OKAYYYY


but so sad but true,i feel like dying earlier in THIS WAY
but so sad but true again,i won'tttttt
YOU KNOW WHY?
nahh i don't careeeeeeee

a hungry man is an angry man

seriously i need to stop pointing middle finger
i pointed middle finger at my .......... today
it's like my middle finger just pop up by itself
i can't control it
this may sound ridiculous but it's true
i.can't.control.it
i had been an ultimate bad daughter today,i flared out at my mum at my auntie's place
flared out and cry
what.a.loser.angry.then.cry.cry.then.show.face.show.face.then.eat.like.a.glutton


well well well,today i ate an AWESOMEEEE ICE CREAM CAKE
it's A.W.E.S.O.M.E
the cake from creamy island is oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
steamboat at my auntie's place was awesome too,ate three rounds
bad bad bad bad

i had a good cry today and it makes me tired
so tonight i shall sleep early cheerss

i am back againnnn

today i failed to be punctual for my lecture
but hellooooooooooooo,i was only late for 9 MINUTES
MINUTES
and the lecturer just shoooooooooot me-.-

'eh girl,do you know that you are 9mins late for my class?'

'do you know that my lesson starts at 1010?!'

'it's the FIRST lecture,and you are late?'

so crazy right?siaooooooooo ding tong




and guess what?

i am grouped with you know who for sp againnnnnn=/
i feel so..............i don't know?
cause only those smart alex can choose their own group member,and he choose me inside his group...W.O.W
he choose me and my best friend,so its naise or naise?i don't know?
i feel weird?don't know don't know don't know
to be honest,i am scared that i will be the slacker in the group,cause ...........he will always help me with my work IF i need helpppp
this is badddddddd

yesterday,i met another you know who to exchange math textbook?
and guess what?

he bought me my favourite bun you knowwww

he was like,bet you havent eat breakfast,nah for you!omgggggg

sweet or sweet?

but well,i feel so bad towards hi,
he's the guy that has been there for me all these while
when i am sad,he's there
when i am angry,he's there too
he will always try his best to cheer me up with all his lame lame jokes?smilesss?
anything everything
and no matter how i vent my anger on him,he was never angry with me at all

n.e.v.e.r

still got alot more,but too lazy to type it all out,but in short
he's those kind of boyfriend i wanted?
but i don't know why,i always can't say yes when he ask me that you know what question
can't..it's always no no no cannot cannot cannot

i.think.that.i.am.a.weird.person

W.E.I.R.D

cause i am not attracted to anyone of them but you know who

so saddd

weirdddd

tonight it feels so weirdd?
something is wrong tonighttt

all those you know who is backk
back with those subject that kind of makes me feel so...
i don't knowww

it's like
A like B
B like C
C don't like B

i don't know what am i saying againnnn
i feel like crying

first day of school

i don't know why,i think i cannot make it for this semester
i need some motivation?
nahhhh,motivation can be crossed out
i'll just have to start loving these modules
with love,there comes ..........?
i also don't know what am i saying



perhaps muddy mud pie might boost my confidence level?=)