a hungry man is an angry man

seriously i need to stop pointing middle finger
i pointed middle finger at my .......... today
it's like my middle finger just pop up by itself
i can't control it
this may sound ridiculous but it's true
i.can't.control.it
i had been an ultimate bad daughter today,i flared out at my mum at my auntie's place
flared out and cry
what.a.loser.angry.then.cry.cry.then.show.face.show.face.then.eat.like.a.glutton


well well well,today i ate an AWESOMEEEE ICE CREAM CAKE
it's A.W.E.S.O.M.E
the cake from creamy island is oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
steamboat at my auntie's place was awesome too,ate three rounds
bad bad bad bad

i had a good cry today and it makes me tired
so tonight i shall sleep early cheerss

i am back againnnn

today i failed to be punctual for my lecture
but hellooooooooooooo,i was only late for 9 MINUTES
MINUTES
and the lecturer just shoooooooooot me-.-

'eh girl,do you know that you are 9mins late for my class?'

'do you know that my lesson starts at 1010?!'

'it's the FIRST lecture,and you are late?'

so crazy right?siaooooooooo ding tong




and guess what?

i am grouped with you know who for sp againnnnnn=/
i feel so..............i don't know?
cause only those smart alex can choose their own group member,and he choose me inside his group...W.O.W
he choose me and my best friend,so its naise or naise?i don't know?
i feel weird?don't know don't know don't know
to be honest,i am scared that i will be the slacker in the group,cause ...........he will always help me with my work IF i need helpppp
this is badddddddd

yesterday,i met another you know who to exchange math textbook?
and guess what?

he bought me my favourite bun you knowwww

he was like,bet you havent eat breakfast,nah for you!omgggggg

sweet or sweet?

but well,i feel so bad towards hi,
he's the guy that has been there for me all these while
when i am sad,he's there
when i am angry,he's there too
he will always try his best to cheer me up with all his lame lame jokes?smilesss?
anything everything
and no matter how i vent my anger on him,he was never angry with me at all

n.e.v.e.r

still got alot more,but too lazy to type it all out,but in short
he's those kind of boyfriend i wanted?
but i don't know why,i always can't say yes when he ask me that you know what question
can't..it's always no no no cannot cannot cannot

i.think.that.i.am.a.weird.person

W.E.I.R.D

cause i am not attracted to anyone of them but you know who

so saddd

weirdddd

tonight it feels so weirdd?
something is wrong tonighttt

all those you know who is backk
back with those subject that kind of makes me feel so...
i don't knowww

it's like
A like B
B like C
C don't like B

i don't know what am i saying againnnn
i feel like crying

first day of school

i don't know why,i think i cannot make it for this semester
i need some motivation?
nahhhh,motivation can be crossed out
i'll just have to start loving these modules
with love,there comes ..........?
i also don't know what am i saying



perhaps muddy mud pie might boost my confidence level?=)

short but NAISE night

yesterday was like a dream?
while i was in bed,getting ready to k.o,somebody ask me out to eat supper
it was so sudden,so unplan
BUT i likeeeeeeeeee
i swear that i really 'sneaked' out of my house
yes sneaked you know hahahaha



he drove that little cute car and we went to buang kok(dont know how to spell) to eat
it was the first time,he smoked infront of me
i saw him turn a side to light up his cigarette
not only that i also saw him 'hiding' his cigarette behind him when i turn and look at him
i dont know if he's the same with other girls or it just when he's with me or what
but at that point,i think that he is a naise guy
i don't knowwww how to say,but at that point,i think i changed my mind
perhaps we can be together,perhaps i wont really mind he's a smoker

when it was otw back,i swear i got that thought that,''wow i wished my arse was glued to the seat so that i wont be able to get out of the car and we will spend the whole night together.''

yesterday we only spent less than an hr?
but that period of time was the best night i ever had
maybe it's over to say it that way,but just being out with you,i'm already happy,being out with you at that time,so unplan,it was like a dream,dream as in unexpected kind of thing,thats why it explained why it is the best night i ever had

if one day,i really stop being mad at you,that day will you will be just a friend to me
an ordinary friend
i would like to stop being mad at you,but i hope that it was because i have learnt to control my tempered and not because you are less important or you are just a friend to me

yes or no?or dont know?

joke or joke?

''if i really say,then you fall asleep or you reply after damn long,i will mark you down one''

''..............................''

''you okay i not okay,if i really mark someone down,i will really anti that person,no joke''

''..............................''






''omg i am so awkward''

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