weirdddd

tonight it feels so weirdd?
something is wrong tonighttt

all those you know who is backk
back with those subject that kind of makes me feel so...
i don't knowww

it's like
A like B
B like C
C don't like B

i don't know what am i saying againnnn
i feel like crying

first day of school

i don't know why,i think i cannot make it for this semester
i need some motivation?
nahhhh,motivation can be crossed out
i'll just have to start loving these modules
with love,there comes ..........?
i also don't know what am i saying



perhaps muddy mud pie might boost my confidence level?=)

short but NAISE night

yesterday was like a dream?
while i was in bed,getting ready to k.o,somebody ask me out to eat supper
it was so sudden,so unplan
BUT i likeeeeeeeeee
i swear that i really 'sneaked' out of my house
yes sneaked you know hahahaha



he drove that little cute car and we went to buang kok(dont know how to spell) to eat
it was the first time,he smoked infront of me
i saw him turn a side to light up his cigarette
not only that i also saw him 'hiding' his cigarette behind him when i turn and look at him
i dont know if he's the same with other girls or it just when he's with me or what
but at that point,i think that he is a naise guy
i don't knowwww how to say,but at that point,i think i changed my mind
perhaps we can be together,perhaps i wont really mind he's a smoker

when it was otw back,i swear i got that thought that,''wow i wished my arse was glued to the seat so that i wont be able to get out of the car and we will spend the whole night together.''

yesterday we only spent less than an hr?
but that period of time was the best night i ever had
maybe it's over to say it that way,but just being out with you,i'm already happy,being out with you at that time,so unplan,it was like a dream,dream as in unexpected kind of thing,thats why it explained why it is the best night i ever had

if one day,i really stop being mad at you,that day will you will be just a friend to me
an ordinary friend
i would like to stop being mad at you,but i hope that it was because i have learnt to control my tempered and not because you are less important or you are just a friend to me

yes or no?or dont know?

joke or joke?

''if i really say,then you fall asleep or you reply after damn long,i will mark you down one''

''..............................''

''you okay i not okay,if i really mark someone down,i will really anti that person,no joke''

''..............................''






''omg i am so awkward''

no reply

believe?

''If something was really important,
fate make sure it will somehow came back to you and gave you another chance.''

true or true?

sometimes i think that i should just chop off my nose,so that i won't wake up this early because of a morning flu