short but NAISE night

yesterday was like a dream?
while i was in bed,getting ready to k.o,somebody ask me out to eat supper
it was so sudden,so unplan
BUT i likeeeeeeeeee
i swear that i really 'sneaked' out of my house
yes sneaked you know hahahaha



he drove that little cute car and we went to buang kok(dont know how to spell) to eat
it was the first time,he smoked infront of me
i saw him turn a side to light up his cigarette
not only that i also saw him 'hiding' his cigarette behind him when i turn and look at him
i dont know if he's the same with other girls or it just when he's with me or what
but at that point,i think that he is a naise guy
i don't knowwww how to say,but at that point,i think i changed my mind
perhaps we can be together,perhaps i wont really mind he's a smoker

when it was otw back,i swear i got that thought that,''wow i wished my arse was glued to the seat so that i wont be able to get out of the car and we will spend the whole night together.''

yesterday we only spent less than an hr?
but that period of time was the best night i ever had
maybe it's over to say it that way,but just being out with you,i'm already happy,being out with you at that time,so unplan,it was like a dream,dream as in unexpected kind of thing,thats why it explained why it is the best night i ever had

if one day,i really stop being mad at you,that day will you will be just a friend to me
an ordinary friend
i would like to stop being mad at you,but i hope that it was because i have learnt to control my tempered and not because you are less important or you are just a friend to me

yes or no?or dont know?

joke or joke?

''if i really say,then you fall asleep or you reply after damn long,i will mark you down one''

''..............................''

''you okay i not okay,if i really mark someone down,i will really anti that person,no joke''

''..............................''






''omg i am so awkward''

no reply

believe?

''If something was really important,
fate make sure it will somehow came back to you and gave you another chance.''

true or true?

sometimes i think that i should just chop off my nose,so that i won't wake up this early because of a morning flu

it's complicated

i'm really really sleepy now,but i'm waiting for YOU to reply
YOUR reply is omggggggggg

omg---->so slow
---->amazing?important?powerful?i don't know how to describle that feeling?

i can just stop whatever things i am doing,just to reply you?
like s.t.o.p
i can stay up late just to reply you?Wait for your reply?


when i am tired,my brain would say,' GO TO BED NOW,NOW NOW NOW,GO SLEEP NOW!'
then my heart whisper say,'you sure? 'he is YOU KNOW WHO leh'
then there goes it..

i think you should be less important
cause i've got a weak heart lol

Feelings can be controlled but tears never lie

agree agree agree

this is for tomorrow

two different world

i need to wake up from this dream.
i need to remember that I've got a bet.

i need to.