last post

sorry blogger baby,this will be the last post
i am switching to tumblrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

TJK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

before 2010 ends....

I hope that I can :

1. Exchange christmas present with you
2. Spend a day thats more than 6hours with you
3. Let you know that you've been a special person to me in 2010

hi MONdayyyyyyyyyyy

the most retarded ever

on 19nov2010.i discovered a fact about me
iamscaredoffireworks

the worst enemy on earth

text me call me tell me

who is ALVA?

you know whooooooooo

back to my SHIOK life ^^

my finacial status has been recovered hehehehehehe
i can buy ALL SORTS of things i wanted
eat ALL SORTS of food i wanted
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
gong xi gong xi gong xi

kkkkk,today i went to work at panpac hotel woooo!
i learnt more about wineeeeeee
tasted lots of wineee
from moscato to chardonnay from chardonnay to dessert wine from dessert wine to merlot
wowwwwwwwww
NO KICK^^
i personally like moscato wine
it's freaking naise
sweet sweet me like

and and and again!
TODAY I EAT LIKE THERE'S NO TML
godddddd,eat and eat and eat
but the popcorns at citylink it's freaking tasty
me like
i will go back and buy it again hehehehehehehehe

last thing i wanna say is....
OMGGGGGGGGG
i have been seeing my ex bf and his gf twice in a row
yesterday and today
both epic moments that cannot be avoided
straight in the face
but well,they are freaking dao
DISLIKE
they should learn to be more friendly like me wooooooooooooo

everytime also FAIL

I miss those cinnamon melt nightsssss

when you eat dessert with someone you like,I TELL YOU
you are gonna die 10 days earlierrrr mannnnnn

don't know why?!?!
USE YOUR BRAIN TO THINK OKAYYYY


but so sad but true,i feel like dying earlier in THIS WAY
but so sad but true again,i won'tttttt
YOU KNOW WHY?
nahh i don't careeeeeeee

a hungry man is an angry man

seriously i need to stop pointing middle finger
i pointed middle finger at my .......... today
it's like my middle finger just pop up by itself
i can't control it
this may sound ridiculous but it's true
i.can't.control.it
i had been an ultimate bad daughter today,i flared out at my mum at my auntie's place
flared out and cry
what.a.loser.angry.then.cry.cry.then.show.face.show.face.then.eat.like.a.glutton


well well well,today i ate an AWESOMEEEE ICE CREAM CAKE
it's A.W.E.S.O.M.E
the cake from creamy island is oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
steamboat at my auntie's place was awesome too,ate three rounds
bad bad bad bad

i had a good cry today and it makes me tired
so tonight i shall sleep early cheerss

i am back againnnn

today i failed to be punctual for my lecture
but hellooooooooooooo,i was only late for 9 MINUTES
MINUTES
and the lecturer just shoooooooooot me-.-

'eh girl,do you know that you are 9mins late for my class?'

'do you know that my lesson starts at 1010?!'

'it's the FIRST lecture,and you are late?'

so crazy right?siaooooooooo ding tong




and guess what?

i am grouped with you know who for sp againnnnnn=/
i feel so..............i don't know?
cause only those smart alex can choose their own group member,and he choose me inside his group...W.O.W
he choose me and my best friend,so its naise or naise?i don't know?
i feel weird?don't know don't know don't know
to be honest,i am scared that i will be the slacker in the group,cause ...........he will always help me with my work IF i need helpppp
this is badddddddd

yesterday,i met another you know who to exchange math textbook?
and guess what?

he bought me my favourite bun you knowwww

he was like,bet you havent eat breakfast,nah for you!omgggggg

sweet or sweet?

but well,i feel so bad towards hi,
he's the guy that has been there for me all these while
when i am sad,he's there
when i am angry,he's there too
he will always try his best to cheer me up with all his lame lame jokes?smilesss?
anything everything
and no matter how i vent my anger on him,he was never angry with me at all

n.e.v.e.r

still got alot more,but too lazy to type it all out,but in short
he's those kind of boyfriend i wanted?
but i don't know why,i always can't say yes when he ask me that you know what question
can't..it's always no no no cannot cannot cannot

i.think.that.i.am.a.weird.person

W.E.I.R.D

cause i am not attracted to anyone of them but you know who

so saddd

weirdddd

tonight it feels so weirdd?
something is wrong tonighttt

all those you know who is backk
back with those subject that kind of makes me feel so...
i don't knowww

it's like
A like B
B like C
C don't like B

i don't know what am i saying againnnn
i feel like crying

first day of school

i don't know why,i think i cannot make it for this semester
i need some motivation?
nahhhh,motivation can be crossed out
i'll just have to start loving these modules
with love,there comes ..........?
i also don't know what am i saying



perhaps muddy mud pie might boost my confidence level?=)

short but NAISE night

yesterday was like a dream?
while i was in bed,getting ready to k.o,somebody ask me out to eat supper
it was so sudden,so unplan
BUT i likeeeeeeeeee
i swear that i really 'sneaked' out of my house
yes sneaked you know hahahaha



he drove that little cute car and we went to buang kok(dont know how to spell) to eat
it was the first time,he smoked infront of me
i saw him turn a side to light up his cigarette
not only that i also saw him 'hiding' his cigarette behind him when i turn and look at him
i dont know if he's the same with other girls or it just when he's with me or what
but at that point,i think that he is a naise guy
i don't knowwww how to say,but at that point,i think i changed my mind
perhaps we can be together,perhaps i wont really mind he's a smoker

when it was otw back,i swear i got that thought that,''wow i wished my arse was glued to the seat so that i wont be able to get out of the car and we will spend the whole night together.''

yesterday we only spent less than an hr?
but that period of time was the best night i ever had
maybe it's over to say it that way,but just being out with you,i'm already happy,being out with you at that time,so unplan,it was like a dream,dream as in unexpected kind of thing,thats why it explained why it is the best night i ever had

if one day,i really stop being mad at you,that day will you will be just a friend to me
an ordinary friend
i would like to stop being mad at you,but i hope that it was because i have learnt to control my tempered and not because you are less important or you are just a friend to me

yes or no?or dont know?

joke or joke?

''if i really say,then you fall asleep or you reply after damn long,i will mark you down one''

''..............................''

''you okay i not okay,if i really mark someone down,i will really anti that person,no joke''

''..............................''






''omg i am so awkward''

no reply

believe?

''If something was really important,
fate make sure it will somehow came back to you and gave you another chance.''

true or true?

sometimes i think that i should just chop off my nose,so that i won't wake up this early because of a morning flu

it's complicated

i'm really really sleepy now,but i'm waiting for YOU to reply
YOUR reply is omggggggggg

omg---->so slow
---->amazing?important?powerful?i don't know how to describle that feeling?

i can just stop whatever things i am doing,just to reply you?
like s.t.o.p
i can stay up late just to reply you?Wait for your reply?


when i am tired,my brain would say,' GO TO BED NOW,NOW NOW NOW,GO SLEEP NOW!'
then my heart whisper say,'you sure? 'he is YOU KNOW WHO leh'
then there goes it..

i think you should be less important
cause i've got a weak heart lol

Feelings can be controlled but tears never lie

agree agree agree

this is for tomorrow

two different world

i need to wake up from this dream.
i need to remember that I've got a bet.

i need to.

no boyfriend?lets eat chocolate together!^^

on this day..

i have concluded that i am a fucking dumb ass

too tired to do anything,too awake to sleep

okok maybe not tired,maybe is LAZY?
i am SUPER SUPER SUPER eggcited
GERMANY vs SPAIN
come on come on come on
LET ME GO SCHOOL PROUDLY


spain supporters better don't cry when germany TRASH them^^

me myself and i sunday afternoon

I WANT TO BUY THIS

don't you think this ring is AWESOME?!
can wear it when you are having EXAM=)
SHIOKKKKKK

ME LIKE

she's so FAKE.If you look behind her neck,i bet it says''MADE IN CHINA''.

what does this picture tells you?

it's POINTLESS=)

me like

The truth is....

sometimes i think that



-i eat too much

-i sleep too much

-i drink too much bubble tea

-i spent too much money on food

-i am a slacker

-i am SUPER LAZY

-i am very bitchy LOL

-i am very gl

-i am very demanding

-i am very self centered

-i am very flicker minded

-i am very lame

-i am a loser







Sometimes i really want to



-save money

-do homework

-eat vegetable

-go jogging

-do revision

-be a good daughter

-get in love again

-have a boyfriend again

-have lots of money

me and my ORANGE PILLOW^^

believe it?

a picture speaks a thousand words

loser act

i thought i could really smile to him when i see him
even if i can't,at least don't be like a loser
heads down and walk past him like a total stranger

and yet today i am a loser

this's weirdddd

i actually feels happy that i brought umbrella to school today

I am ready for school

J.O.K.E
yes,that's a joke
i don't think it's funny too,so there is no need for you to laugh


ohhh mannnnn,LAST DAY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!
LAST DAY!!!!!!
i want to freeze time
freeze at tonight 11.59 pm
so that monday will never comeeeee


FREEZE TIME
FREEZE TIME
FREEZE TIME
FREEZE TIME

for 2 years only

everybody put up your hands
say i don't wanna be in love
i don't wanna be in love

feel the beat now
if you've got nothing left
say i don't wanna be in love
i don't wanna be in love

by GOOD CHARLOTTE

Facebook makes me crazyyy

i think i should stop using it










BUT it's for NOW only,NOT FOREVER=)

stuck?not stuck?

stuck

Time have more than a pair of wingssss

today i went to school to settle my timetable
and this what i've concluded.....
if you want SOMETHING,you must give up on SOMETHING
don't because of that SOMETHING,you give up on that SOMETHING

something something YES SOMETHING=)


seriously,i am not ready for school
i don't want to go to school
repeat after me......
''I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL,I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL,I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL,I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL"

Yes,this is for you

ask me no questions,i'll tell you no lies

holidays is ending soon,tmd
i am so not ready for school!!!!!!!!!!
ok nevermind,gonna catch up with bestiessss,friendssss and cousinssss before holiday ends=)

yesterday i went school for my elective thingyy
it's soooo shittyyyy..
there is NATIONAL EDUCATION?!?!?!zzz
jie wei thinks that i am mad because i said something evil to SOMEBODY face to face
i think i am just finding MORE topic for those bitches to gossip about me mann
i auto jump into my own grave,well doneeeee

what's love?

love is a lie

S.T.O.P

lappy+result+some gossip=emo me

i passed every single moduleee,don't have to repeat anything,so CHEERSSS
but BOOO cause i didn't hit my target
i know the reason behind it
IT'S NOT BECAUSE I AM LAZY
it's because i use the time for me to study to do something else
well,lesson to be learnt
don't be foolish anymoreeeeee
WAKE UP jiamin WAKE UP

gossip is about HIM and HER
seriously i think God thinks that i am not brave enough?
that's why he putting alot of challenges in 2010 for me to face it
and make me more brave?
thanksssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

live like we are dying

seriously fuck fujistu lappy man
tmd,i use for less than a year,it announced DEAD
inorder to make it ALIVE again,i need to pay 651 bucks

will u pay?or will you buy a new lappy?
and thanks to fujistu,i have to say GOODYBYE to my ipod touch
FML

be honest,even when it hurts

hmm hmm thursday i met up with my bitchy friend,lhy HAHA
well,she is not as bitchy as she USED to in the past HAHA
she don't ANYHOW scold those knn,cb,kb things le worhzxzxz..
and guess what?
we never go town,we never go bugis,we never go vivo,we went to AMK HUB
lol,cool?
eh don't ever look down at amk hub kkk..
amk hub got KOI,got DURIAN pancake,got WA MEE SUA,got KOREAN RICE CAKE,got SUSHI
amk got alot of NICEEEEE stuff la!

that day we had suki buffet for lunch
we eat as though we havent been eating for like years?zz
and i think we quite zai,she ate 4tubs of icecream?
i ate 15 creampuffs ?15 round round puff,4whole tubs of fats?LOL


friday i went jb with mum and cousin
bought 2pairs of shoes,shiok
tell u a little secret..
just in these 5days?i got myself 4 pairs of new shoes
seriously,girl love shoes,don't they?=)

Good thing?or bad thing?

i don't have the habit of waking up late..
is this something good or bad?
i usually wake up around 9 plus or maybe earlier like 8plus?
no matter how late i get to bed,i will always wake up early..
i can sleep at 3 plus and wake up at 10..

last time i used to think that this ain't good..
waking up early is BORING..
but come to think of it,waking up around 3pm or so good meh?!
is like,you spend hmm 1/4?of your TODAY by sleeping
don't you think is wasteful?LOL
well well well,i shall not say much,because SCARLI one day i become like that,then i will be tio shoot

i believe in KARMA
i used to say things like,WA karmaaa!TOUCHWOOD!CHOY!so and so..
sometimes i think that it's a very auntie way of saying
BUT..
eh SOMTIMES IT'S GOOD TO HAVE THAT ''KARMA''THINKING,SO THAT YOU WILL BE KIND AT ALL TIMES

i like that sentence alot,because it makes me think that i am KIND
HAHAHAHAHA

Change

i think i have changed
my thinking have changed..things i dislike in the past are things i like now
things i used to like is things i dislike now..

last time,i don't like the color BLACK
i don't buy black shirts,i don't buy black stuff
but now,i like black,i buy black shirts and black stuff
color can represents someone's mood/feelings?
i don't know is this the reason why i am starting to like black?

last time,i love to go school hahaha..
siao?nooo i am not siaooo..i love to go school because i dislike staying at home..
and the main reason is because i can get to see the person i love..
but it's no longer the same now,i hope that holidays will EXTEND!!!
i don't want to go school,i don't mind staying at home now..
i love to stayed at home more than i want to go to school..
i am running away from the break up?
yeahhhh MAYBE?
maybe that's the reason why i don't want to go to school

last time,when we are YOUNG(not as if we are very old now),we used to tell one another that my FUTURE boyfriend must be HANDSOME,RICH,GOT MUSCLE,GOT THAT TANNED TANNED SKIN bla bla bla..am i right???oooh pleaseee,ADMIT IT..
as we grow,as we fall in and out of love,we will look back and laugh at those things we said in the past

last time,last time again and again..and again LAST TIME..
why do people look back into the past?

there is nothing wrong to look back,but it is wrong to look back and cry for the things u did in the past,this makes you stuck in time..
when we look back,we should LAUGH,we should SMILE ,we should PRAISE ourselves for being so ZAI/SAT that we were able to get through those hardtimes we had..

this is life

i must learn to control my anger..
CONTROL plus COOL DOWN?
everytime when i see some things i don't like,or i am pissed,i just flared out..
if only i learn how to CONTROL my temper?some fights will be avoided..
but well,i am jiamin..
if jiamin can control her temper,is jiamin jiamin?